To you, With love!

When I'm low and can't decide

and I see happy couples around and sigh

When I can barely move

'coz the world seems so dull and slow

All I want is to hide!

That's when I think of you

And I die a little inside!

Our love was one of a kind; so discrete

we were so happy and content

Got together just thrice in three years

with uneven heartbeat, every time we were about to meet!

You made me blush each time

But now, I'm dying inside!

Fifteen hundred miles apart

we longed for each other equally

Distance ruins all, they said. Really?

I believed it, when it happened; we fell apart!

The unfortunate day we fought

That day too, I died a little inside!

Misunderstandings cropped up

we couldn't make each other happy

I don't know what we tried to prove

All I wanted was to end this and shut up!

That part of my life, I cried all night

Not knowing to live again or keep dying inside!

After a year and few months passed by

I tried moving on many a times

I couldn't cope up with other boys

You had set the standards so high!

This makes me both happy and sad

Yet I keep dying a little inside!

Today, again I denied one's company

I can't blame the guy alone

I've set the expectations in line with yours

'coz you've given me moments to smile, too many!

I wish I could make things right

I hate this 'dying a little inside'!

There are things which, I now accept

it's only your memories I'll have to live with

even if I regret what happened and cry

You're not dead; we have already said goodbye

Your return, I no more expect!

I loved you and always will

Even if I die inside every day, a little!

P.S.:- Thanks for reading. Same old boring stuff?!

Can't really help! :P